I couldn’t wait to be a mommy. It is the one thing I have been 100% sure of my whole life, that I was meant to be a mom. Ever since I was a young girl, I knew it would be my greatest adventure; and it has been. I LOVE being a mom. There is nothing better than holding my babies tight, and thinking of them now almost brings tears of joy to my eyes. BUT I am going to be truly honest with you. As I write this; my house is a mess. I hear my two year old screaming “Mommy tuck me in” in the baby monitor. My three week old is screaming her head off as I try to situate myself fast enough to nurse her. And my sweet husband is doing dishes and I’m sure he's feeling quite neglected by his yoga pant wearing, unwashed hair sporting wife. This is hard! I mess up...ALOT! I yell more than I wish I did, I am not as organized as I should be, my work comes before my family sometimes and visa-versa. I thought I would just know how to do this thing; being a grown-up. I don’t, at all!. I am working on it though, to do this thing called life a little bit better every day. To be a better wife, mommy, daughter, sister, friend. A better me! But this is me, and my beautiful mess.
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